*Believing a Lie*

Sometimes I can’t even go to bed
Because when I close my eyes
All I can see is you in my head

I don’t think one day has gone by
That you haven’t crossed my mind
Every time I remember, I cry

How can you have meant so much to me
And I have meant nothing to you
I was so blind there was so much I didn’t see

It’s like I was lost
And didn’t know what to say
Whenever you held me close
I just wish I would never had come to realize
The whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie