Don’t tell me I haven’t changed
You don’t know what Gods done
I’ve been freed of so many things
And I think at times maybe you should’ve been one
But I held onto you I prayed to God for you not to depart
I said O Heavenly father don’t take away this love we just got a start
Affliction after affliction was thrown in our paths
Betrayals, lies, lust we got avenged for our pasts
But now when its sposed to be beautiful and plenty
Our I Love You’s don’t seem like enough at times they feel empty
Like words just being said to cover mass confusion
Things are being revealed that are making US seem like an illusion
A Play, A movie, A Soap Opera of sorts
The drama keeps rollin out I don’t know whose friend or foe
All I know for certain is I’m getting tired and thinking of letting go
Letting Go yeah I said it now don’t let it hit so hard
Understand I’m saying this because my emotions have been scarred
I feel like a victim and my abuser is life
Our life that we’re building together Hoping to receive that title
Yeah I say it a lot but isn’t that what’s hoped for
When you finally find that person
You don’t look for love anymore
But maybe I’ve gotten it twisted maybe I should slow down
Mama always said you cant make a man love you that aint done getting around
I’m not accusing you of cheating I’m speaking from the heart
I’m still trying to understand this love thing is an art
Oh how I love you
I really truly do
But sometimes making you and I a we seems impossible
Add on the pressure of your already made family
Yeah I’m talking about your daughter I always said that life wasn’t for me
Meaning I didn’t want a man with children taggin along
When I met my love I’d be the one and only babies mom
I just wish you would understand me
And stop trying to confuse my words
Just stop and look for a minute under all these smiles still lies hurt
And I’m trying to get over it the best way I can
But you got to admit it aint easy having you as my man
Yeah I gave you that title speaking my life into existence thing
Little did I know the drama that would bring
It hurts me to my heart to know she’s going to act this way
Keeping the baby away because you guys relationship is now history
I’m keeping it all in prayer giving it back to God
Because I don’t know how to handle this
I don’t feel confident being against all odds
So please settle your frustration know I do feel confidant in us
It’s just at times I be like dang why now after I just began to trust
Yeah I trust you and you know that was hard to do
After the ins and outs our relationship went thru
But Brandon I love you and I’m trying to make this work
Looking past the old untruths and all the hurt
Saying yes even when the times are hard
Loving you without reservation letting down my guard
Brandon I love you and I say that with an ache in my heart
Can you promise me we’ll get thru this
Can you promise me we wont just be a start
I want to live this out I want to begin and end with you
I want to share my hopes and dreams my goals all my truths
I don’t want us to argue but I got to be aware
I don’t know what you’re doing whenever I’m not there
And I believe you when you say you aint botherin with no one else
I just pray your being honest its detrimental to our health
I want to grow with you share the world
Invest my energy in you and I
I want to be so in love that the only choice is to multiply
But I get it if you aint ready for what I need
I’ll let you go I’ll free you and let you breathe
But don’t sign on to something you cant uphold
Because being unreal not only gets old it take its toll
So if you truly love me like you say you do
Then I love you to and I promise we’ll get thru…