Unforgivable sin
She swallowed bullshit and semen and called it
love
with a blind eye towards truth and no gag reflex
she accepted it
humbly embrace her own humiliation
fucking was not an option it became a chore
a made necessity a way of life
wore his kids on her lips like chap stick she wanted
attention
bent to his will
identity as broken as her jaw
he considered it easy access
eventually she didn’t seem as tight as she use to be and
vinegar wasn’t working no more
For mommy so loved this man
She gave her only daughter
Dressed her in pigtails and schoolgirl skirts
Walked her into the lair of the beast
Sacrificial lamb to satisfy the ravenous monster’s hunger
She only wanted him to stay
Mommy didn’t want to be alone
Ignore the cries her babies pleas for help she
push away the sounds of flesh forced open out of mind
became dependant of the pain of what use to be innocence
guilt scissor kicked its way in
she hid herself behind the barrel of a gun.
So who saves the little girl?