I woke up this morning with you in my bed
Sleeping so peacefully as if you truly deserve to be here
So many emotions came to mind as I watch you lay
I was overcome with a feelings of dismay
As I tried to muster up the courage to tell you what I was feeling
How I beating myself up mentally everytime I give into you sexually
Knowing in my heart your not the one I need
But the more I recede and take two steps back
The more you seem to plead with such an urgency
Telling me how you feel and how you don't want me to leave
As if the things I have already expressed to you are hard to perceive
I don't know why I keep subjecting myself because its mentally draining
And truthfully i'm just tired of complaining
I just can't do this anymore
Fulfilling your needs while mind go ignored.