Laying down
Listening to “Rain On Me”
As it actually rains tonight
Its not raining outside
But it is raining in my life
At this very moment.

I wish it was a soft rain…
Then again,
I’m glad its not.
The only thing I want to fall on me
Is your love.
Let it just fall hard and deep.
But that’s easier said than done.

Just like being with you
Is easier said than done.
I can be with you: love you openly
Be stressed out and get my heart broke.
Or I can love you but not be with you,
Be heart broken and be kept way from you.

You want an answer
But what can I say?
Only thing I’m sure
About is that I care for you.
Tears in my eyes because I
Know what’s best for me now
But that’s not what I want.
I want to be with you.
I need to be with you.
I guess its time to see what its
Like not to be with you.
Because what’s best for me now.
Is Not you…
Not us…
Not now…