Past turmoil is washed away.
If happiness exists,
Then why doesn't it stay?
Still I wait patiently for it to come my way.
I hunger for joy to pay a visit.
Just once more,

As I absorb the anguish that surrounds me
In my own nesting place,
I daydream.
Because only then,............
Do my troubles erase

I'd like to drift off into a sea of
Eternal bliss.
Yearning to feel the tranquility of
Your kiss
But knowing that wishful thinking is pointless

I mask my identity,
Hiding in the shadows of reality
Just refusing to get hurt again.
Hovered by the same black cloud
This affliction.......has no end