With every single tear
That falls from my eyes
I lose a little bit of us...
And a piece of me dies
And yes, I do agree
That if you were here holding me
I would be smiling
Not crying
Because only you can console me
Everytime you touched me
Instantly, my temperature rose
Felt like the first time everytime
You held me close
And I can remember
Clear as day
You singing this song to me
Man...I miss you
I wish you were coming home to me
I miss the way you looked at me
And the way you pinched my cheeks
The way you said "you know i love you right"
Just before kissing me
Or asking me to grab the remote
How i would trip when you smoked
'Cause you know
i hate going anywhere smelling like trees
And these are the thoughts
That run through my mind
When i reach out for you
In the middle of the night
Only...
If only... you didn't go to jail
i wouldn't be having a nervous breakdown
My life wouldn't be hell
With you i never had a single care in the world
With you i was content just being your babygirl
You say we need to talk and work things out
I feel you, but some of the things that come out your mouth
Puts my face in a frown
I wish things were simple now
Why the hell is everything so complicated
I just want to smile
.again.
I really miss those Saturdays
When we would lay in the bed for hours
And you would hold me for like hours
And then...well...you know what for like hours
You just brought me
Completely
To nothing but tears
I'm going through it
I need you, love
I need you here
Because only you
Can run your fingers
Through my hair
And only you
Can ease my pain,
We're the perfect pair
But then you left me
Out here
All by myself
But you reassured
Today
That you still love me to death
*Just hope it's the truth, you know how i hate being lied to*
You say you want me to be happy
So whatever i choose
You'll be cool with
But you just hope
My choice is you....
beautiful write.. very heartfelt and emotional.. this love was a deep love and its easy to feel the emotions lift off the paper.. there was a lot i could relate too.. keep writing.. 10 starzz - KAT
DAMN TOYA......... I CAN COUNT ON ONE HAND THE PEOPLE ON GS WHO CHOKE ME UP WITH THEIR WRITES, WHO MAKE ME FEEL THEIR HEARTS PAIN, AN YOU GIRLFRIEND ARE AT THE TOP OF MY LIST WHEN YOU ON YOUR HEARTBREAKING SHIT AS YOU KNOW, I'M A SUCKER FOR THAT..... DAMN, THIS KILLS ME SLOW.... =[