take this pen to my head and blow my brains out...

leave my splattered thoughts......all over this napkin box...

cause ive got no MEAD products

in the area.....

ever needed to be outside yourself...and able to read your own mind ????

but was scared of YA.

.....scared of you...

you..as in....

yourself.....

...and the words that repeat inside your cranium....are words in different languages that scream HELP...

but ya manage to equipt your tounge with a censored thumb.

...that flips through pages.

..of your hysteria...

grippin sheets and grindin teeth.....lack of sleep.

...imparin ya...

got the mirror starin.....ya.....

down...

ball point pens...

are sharpened then......and its piercin tips.

leaves stainds on grounds....

best believe to get them...out..

....it

takes insane amount of time...

wishin i could be outside of this body for a moment...

....and read my own damn mind