Can’t come up with any excuse
Everything I feel is caused by me
All my pain
I’m so lost
AND EVEN THOUGH IT SHINES OUTSIDE
ALL I SEE IS RAIN
CLOUDS IN MY EYES AS TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE
SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THINGS WOULD BE DIFFERENT
IF I HAD MY FATHERS EMBRACE
MY MOM SHE GIVES ME ALL THAT I NEED
BUT STILL I FAIL 2 SUCCEED
SO FAR FROM PERFECT
HARDLY EVA AM I RIGHT
ALL I CAN DO IS BE BITCHY AND START UP A FIGHT
WHY CAN’T I BE DIFFERENT YA KNOW EARTHLY CREATED
THEN INSTEAD OF BEING JELOUS
I’D HAVE THE HATERS
LIFE IS SO HARD 2 LEAD UR ON
CAN’T SEEM 2 FIND A PLACE
WHERE I TRULY BELONG
SOMETIME I JUST WANNA BE HELD
TIGHT IN A LOVED ONES ARMS
GOD GIVIN ME THE STRENGTH 2 MOVE ON
CAN’T WAIT 2 LOOK BACK AND
SAY THAT WAS THEN
BUT NOW I’M STRONG
HOW IMMA GET THERE
Only God Knows....