It started out as chillen with ma boo
15 years old i wasn't grown but i did know what to do
Sex Ed and ma mother told me cause and effect
Alone, in the house with a boy
Sex came next

We were in love
It was always natural to kiss and touch
We took it step by step
Base 1, base 2, but base 3
We'd never go through
He loved me enough to wait till i was ready
So 4-play kept the pace nice and steady

I went to his krib on a Friday night
Something i had often done before
With almost no intentions of what happened that night
We just got bored
We sat on the couch watching TV and movies
He said "You jus don't know what bein wit you do to me."

He leaned in for a kiss and i wanted to kiss him bad
Intense feelings flowing through my body like they often had
Like pros, hands find places abs and breast
From there i know you think you know what happens next
Kisses slip from my lips and tongue to the side of my neck

I just couldn't fight it so i returned the favor back
It was scene out of a movie in between kissing a licking,
Bodies were exposed from slowly stripping
My shirt then his
I rubbed his stomach and pulled him closer
He unstrapped my bra with one hand and pulled it off slowly
He stood me up and unzipped my pants
And i undid his
Jeans and sweats slide off hips and down calfs

He stops
This is always the point where it stops
My virginity in tack and his experienced body in heat
We came so close to it
So many times before
But i was still always a virgin whenever i walked out his door

He looks at me with a stare that says he wants me
He asks me if i'm ready but he doesn't ever push me
I knew this was it, something inside said 'you want to so do it'
I kissed him and i told him yes he asked if i was sure but
Something just said 'you waited, but now’s the time to do it'
He kisses me back, gets a condom and looks at me like 'let's get to it'

Panties come down, boxers slip off
Slow kisses and the laying down of bodies
Everything gentle and soft
I'm on the bottom and he's on the top
Kisses after he repositions himself in the right spot
Slowly he enters and I expect pain
None just this numbness and uncomfortable feeling and i strain

I breathe in and out a little uncontrollably
Until he all the way enters he tells me 'It's ok, I got you'
He gently kisses and holds me
My mind grasps every minute especially when i hit my peak
I finally feel the hype of how people say what sex is supposed to be

Legs spread I bite my lip and he guides me every step of the way
I grab him and hold him and can't believe what's happening
This is so unreal and so mind grappling
I just couldn’t believe this was really happening

He speeds up the pace and natural rhythms begin to start
My body heats up even more when I pull him close and I can hear the racing speed of his heart
Somehow we stop still ready to go at it
He takes off the condom, gets a new one and we mold back into one like it’s already a habit
Somehow I’m now on top so he slowly goes back at it
Touching, gripping, kissing, licking
I never felt this feeling before so in a good way it was sickening
A few different positions I was willing to try for ma boo
Because I loved him and he was the first and only to be inside and hide and do it right

After we’re done, we lay together sweaty
Happy and breathes heavy
At this point and time I could have never loved him more
Our love and our friendship felt so never ending
I wished for a moment to start at the beginning

Like I said
It started out as chillen with ma boo
15 years old i wasn't grown but i did know what to do
Sex Ed and ma mother told me cause and effect
Alone, in the house with a boy
Sex came next