Quietly saying ..
"I Promise..."
Then relinquishing your words..like..
"...Well..What happened.."
And once again im reliving another nightmare...
Complete absent from the mind..
The soul is being voided of warmth..
And yet..the body functions..
Cause the heart...pumps the blood..
But yet you drain it out like a water hose...
It can only take so much...
Hey Hey Hey Hey...
I contemplate your words of choice...
Hoping for truth..
And enough hurt...
Straining for a conversation..
Plunging myself deep into a shell..
Which i resolve my own issues..
Cause i see you cant hold onto words..
Simple enough ..
But complicated well to be called a Rubik's Cube..
Working on lines..
And staying out from behind bars..
You lead me into empty essays of words..
Complete with comas, periods..
And exclamation marks..
And yet i stand with a question mark..
Over my head..
Like...wait...what just happened..
Dont say it...if you cant do it..
Hey Hey Hey Hey...
Heated words..
Cussing occurs frequently..
And yet i pray for a break through..
Or possibly a broke heart..
Either way...something will get broken...
You instilled a sight in my mind..
A water fall in my soul..
And a wall for my body...
Yet my heart...pumps the blood...
You drink it up like a vampire..
Not concerning yourself with my life line..
This isnt "Who Wants to Be A Millionaire"...
You have only one chance....
A single Choice..
Not A...
Nor B..
Or C..
Cause D...
Only leads to me..
So what words will you seek?
Hey Hey Hey Hey...
Tiring words..have worn out my legs..
Trying to catch you...
Even though i run..
You have ran far enough for me not to touch..
You...
Your body..
Your soul...
And your heart..
But your mind i have reached..
Hold it in my grasp..
Til i squeeze...and feel you ooze out..
The words ive been longing to hear..
But you saying you will...
Doesnt mean you...will....
Hey Hey Hey Hey...
Say you will..
Or you wont...
Either way...i need more proof..
Of your words to stand and be cement..
Sticking to me...like gum to a shoe..
A soul lookin for a home..
And yet its cold outside..
Fantasies about you...
Were..and still are...
My downfall for being here..
And wanting to hold you close..
So say you will...
I pray you will...
emotions.. ugh.. such a powerful thing in the hands of the right writer.. it took my awhile to read this poemm because im your wifey.. i feel the pain.. and bitter pleasure.. all in the same that flows through the poem.. mmmm.. i had to close my eyes and breath deep afterwards.. powerful stuff