R.I.P. Carissa
11/20/2007

This is a story bout my home gurl Carissa
She just moved down to my hood september 16 2007
I reamber this because we was best friends from the start
She always knew wat to say are do
She always helped me with my problems
She was some one i can depend on
And she always had my back
She was the only one who understood me
And we was gonna be friends to the end

Then on this very day we was walkin home from skool
Then all of a sudden a car was drivin very fast
And hit my friend she flew bout 50 feet and didint move
I ran to where she fell
And tryed to help her
She was breathin for about 5 minutes
Then she just stopped
Her heart just stopped
I kneeled there cryin
Tearz rolled down my face
And my heart started to beat slow
I waited till the cops came
And they asked me wat happen
And all i could do is cry
I couldin tell them
My mouth wouldin let me
All i could do was cry
Then they asked me a bunch of questions
After they were done with me i went to her house and told her momz
I looked in her eyes and told her
And the look she gave me the look that will just hurt you the look you dont eva wanna see is wat she gave me
She started cryin and so did i
I was with her momz for bout three hours
Jus sittin here cryin
Talkin to her
Tellin here everythin gonna be ok
Prayin for her
And readin the bible
Then i asked god
Why dose this always happin to me
What did i do to deserve this
What am i doin wrong
Thats all i asked
I asked him over and over agin
With no anwser
And now i lay here in my room jus askin why

In loving memories Carissa
R.I.P. CARISSA
I love you gurl
Ima be wit you soon