I'm facing my demons in this poem..Bare with me...

STOP!! Dont touch me
DON'T DO THAT!! It hurts
What kind of omen has been placed on my life?
What kind of person laid this curse?
I'm an innocent 6 year old..
I have dreams and aspirations
But none of them involve being a victim
of forced copulation...
He's tearing my panties!
He's ripping my skirt...
He put sumthin in my privates!!
Somebody help me this hurts.....

My insides are burning and tearing apart
from a man with fire in his eyes and ice in his heart
Tears are streaming down my face but I can't make a sound
I can hardly breathe,by my throat he's holding me down
He's moaning and sweating but I dont understand why
I cant feel my legs....So i'll just lay here and cry

I wish someone could hear my whimpers
Wish someone could feel my pain
Or maybe Jesus will come and save me
from this torment and shame..
Take me to heaven where everything is beautiful and nothing hurts me anymore
But then I wake up....the man is gone.....and my privates are sore...
There's blood all over my flower quilt
And my hair is a mess....
I'm scared to even make a sound
So I'll sit here and hold my breath...

I've been raped and I don't even kno wat it means
A man came and took wat was precious to me
And now everything is not what it seemed....

But now I'm 17 and I still feel his breath on my skin...
But I understand that it's not my fault...
So I'll release my demons from within......