I place my hands on reality’s' face
And only feel the scars
With stories behind each one traced

I put my hands on the shoulders of pain
And feel only rigorous trembling
From the many times I thought I'd go insane

I danced with deceit
And when he was done
I could not even speak
But turn around and run

I kissed sorrow
And he made tears drip from my eyes
And thought there would be no tomorrow
So I put on a disguise

Loss laid me down on a bed with thorns
And entered inside me deep
I closed my eyes and felt my insides torned
And pray that God would put me to sleep

Fear slipped behind me
And held me tight
Refusing to let me go, he wanted to hear me scream
I gave in without putting up a fight

Torture came and bit me
Sinking its' teeth into my skin
Thinking that would turn me on
But it only made me unclean

Failure came and violently forced me on my knees
And with disgust all I could do was shiver and weep

I was left naked and bruised
Hurt and betrayed
Because life came and took me...used me and raped me
Now my heart, to no one will I display

I promised to use protection next time
Because doing life raw
Is something that almost made me die

So I laid there and prayed to God

And someone came and swept me off my feet
Despite my flaws, scars, and bruises
And to my surprise he came alone without lies or deceit
But only a heart that was ready to love me

The first place he took me was an abortion clinic
To destroy the seed in me that a man named life had injected in me

Then I followed him
Not knowing where
Not really having a care
Because when he held me love and pleasure was all I felt sip through my bruised skin

After three months he impregnated me.....and together we conceived True Love.