A greater part of me, the side that’s still alive,
Wants to battle,
Not give up,
Because when we sit in silence,
Feelings are reborn,
You reside deep within my heart,
But loneliness sneaks right in,
And I cling into the past,
With these jagged scars,
That rips my soul apart,
To be buried underneath the meadows,
Left alone to die,
And remain scatter in the sand,
Without rays of light,
To melt away my frozen walls,
That leaves me dwelling in the dark,
Left alone with many sleepless nights,
And thoughts of lonely years that are soon to come,
Only to remain a lonely soul,
To suffocate in the murky ponds,
With promises in vain of love,
My soul wilts with exhaustion,
Realizing that love is only in my dreams,
As it removes what little hope I have,
And I am soon reminded that our love,
Was nothing more then just the past,
No longer in the present,
And the future only holds false illusions,
I’m weary, weak,
Left without strength to battle for this love,
So I will gaze from afar, as it slowly fades away with the mist,
And rotten quietly in my palms..