How do I explain the unexplainable like tryin to explain life after death to the living-should I go on and prolong unexplained livin in pain of not knowin and not growin planted like a tree in a field of questions-or should I go on and prolong searchin for explanations like a foreigner from another country who only understands their own native tongue-lost in a country of a different settin-I dont mean to be aggresive at times but my aggression is my expression-expressin the unexplained thoughts in my mind and the seldomly questioned feelings I be gettin-you see-for me to be so young in my early 20's I feel everywhere you know omnipresent-like Im livin before and after my time lookin for answers non stop around the clock without restin-without restin I am restless so restless I shall be-until Im free yes free from all questions-til Im knowing of everything-but until then I am forever and with forever is constant learning-and til the end of forever in my ignorance I'll be constantly burning truly yours the PHOENIX.