For two and a half years
I was trapped me in masturbation
Craving gratification
From a love that only existed in my mind
The problem was the love I thought
Was there was not mine
So I needed to find
What I was missing
Time was dissing
Me daily
I thought I had a lady
When she was only
A succubus draining me because was emotionally lonely
And phony
I believed in her like children praise Santa clause
I ignored her flaws
When they were actual warning signs
Ignorance made me blind
So I turned to my sixth sense
Which is my common sense
To see that the sex was intense
And that was it.
I did not have shit
To show for it other than the life lesson
I am open to learn and open to change
Still humble to love and I am thankful for the hurt.....