.Mase Da Rula.:

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No Air

patiently pacing round
putrid proven paths
perceiving

pondering plentiful
pragmatic permutations
perversely

...thinking...

I....
must be afflicted
with a curse

torturous terror
torments torridly
thrashing & trashing
terrible thoughts
deep into my soul

breath lost

\./~Baby~\./

no air
has filled these lungs
since your existence
came to cessation

left without my crutch
cause nobody can replace ya

love's livid life
left lorn
lost
long gone

what am I
to do
/.....?.....\

I'm like a bird
with no song

like a fish
and no water

like a father
with no daughter

led like a lamb
to a sacrificial slaughter

death seems minuscule
to the feelings I feel now

[.-.]tell me[.-.]

how am I suppose
to breathe with no air?

claustrophobic catastrophes
cleansing & ceasing my
calm collective

eradicating erroneously
each and everything
...I...
elastically envelope
dearly

...sincerely...

I am nothing without you

  Isis sun:

cold clammy conscience
created consant complexities
corrupting

true tenacious tendencies
taunting traumatically
like thorns trapped tangibly

...sinking...
shipwrecked solitude
has chastised me from

\*your love*/

persecuted passion
pacing & promoting
pain's propoganda
forcing false judgement calls

I fall...lifeless...

<<...breathless...>>

...Still...
love's air
deserted spaces we
used to occupy-
no signs we'd rectify

when it seems we both desire
a sensual fire rekindled
solare flares of sweet seduction
imbue our inner core

and I need for you even
//*more*\\

marginated moments
manifested methodically
manipulate memories

...and...

I can't forget
about
((~you~))

I'm like a book
with no cover

like a plant
with no sunlight

like a scholar
with no insight

disentegrating slowly
like a nubian star
lost in Ngame's deep night

losing you has no place
in the love that defined
--->us<---

bountiful burdens
besiege broken
borders by
bullous beguilement

arresting all amorous
actions I attempted
to accurately apply
...affectionately...

~~I~~

....have nothing without you...

  .Mase Da Rula.:

\ .and./

with nothing
who can I be?

...just a...

mindless mortal
morbidly meddling
modishly

lost within
love's
odyssey

{~honestly~}

how am I
to survive
this oddity?

left blank
like unused scrolls
invisible syntax
not even a dot
of morse code

[-_-}truly[-_-}

half-full
waiting to be made whole

~by you~

  Isis sun:

:>>my heart<<:
marches to the beats
of passion's rhythm

.....but....

without your love as my
**music**
my thoughts become

darkened dreams
delivering
dispair & disillusion

hopeful hearts hasten
to hold on to
ardor's fusion

~~seclusion~~

will the love we have
endure this
delusion?

repititious rancor
reduced the bond
we once enjoyed...

now the cost becomes a riddled
{{~~void~~))

{-_-] faithfully[-_-}

I realize in the end that
by your side is where I
move hastily....
to you, I....

~belong~