Wanting what one could never have,
this whole situation
is frustrating and sad,
supposing, not supposing
this hopeless feeling is growing,
not knowing,
is the biggest crime of all

winning or losing,
at least this body is moving,
as inertia tends to stick,
while words of regret,
are piled on thick,
really can't get enough
of this midnight resistance

mathiasthom
written 8/21/08