I don't understand why
You just won't let me die
It's my life right?
So if i want to end it
Then why the fuck can't I?

And I don't understand why
I have to go through so much pain
I never do anything to anyone
I stay in my fucking lane

But yet and still
Someone had to come into mine
With no insurance
But i'm out line...

Why
Am i
The one
Who has to remain silent
I hate silence, because see
It's entirely too loud
All I heard was fucking silence
While my panties were being taken down
As a child

...So fuck you...

And why
Am i
The one
Who's always lied to
And the last to find out some shit about me
Then, when i find the shit out
Everybody's a judge...
See all my fucking life,
I've been naive

Toya breeeaaaathe...
Is what they say
And put the sharp object down
It will only cause you to bleed
But it's my blood right?
So the fuck what
If it hits the ground

Don't tell me what to do
When you don't know my life
Just shut the fuck up
And stop calling me things other than my government
Stop fucking judging me
I fucking hate that shit
Before you perceive me
Why don't you get to know a bitch

***I can't breathe, and it's not my asthma this time***

Stop hurting me, before you even hurt me
When i leave shit alone, I do it for a god damn reason
It's because i trusted you, and you hurt me
So just let me die...I'm tired of breathing

And I'm leaving
Because you're just like
What the fuck he was
And i'll never allow anyone to be it again
I'm not having that shit because

Nothing can hurt me more
Than the man i shared my life with for six years
Beating the shit out of me for 4 of them
And stabbing me seven times
To bring it to an end

Because i didn't listen to him
So don't fucking tell me to listen
You're scaring me,
And i might resort to violence
against myself
Because it's his fault
That i can't fucking hear you

When i say huh?
It's not just a habit,
I really can't fucking hear you okay...
My head has been banged into the tub
And as a result of that shit
My hearing is low

And when i say
I didn't see it
That's what the fuck i mean
I squint because
I can't see clearly out of my right eye
And i'm nearsighted
But glasses don't fit me aiight

So just leave me the fuck alone

'Cause even after all that,
I still love him
Because when he said he loved me
He really did...
I really meant that shit
And every time i said i would leave
He couldn't take that shit
So he had no other choice but to hit me
And do what the fuck he did
And when that stopped working
What was he supposed to do
He had to stab a bitch

I mean i wouldn't listen
Even though our vows were already written
We were engaged
But there came glaze
My only weakness
My first...well... every fucking thing

My first love, and my first sex
My first lover, and friend, the best
Sixteen years young, I lost his seed
And I never really apologized
But still, he forgave me

Even though he told me to stop
But I continued to run track
And i was a cheerleader to,
Flipping and shit, so god took it back
Now we'll never get that back

But he still forgave me
'Cause in his eyes I can do no wrong
Just like now...
He forgives me
Even though I've done something wrong

*sighs*
Just fucking stop

It's my life,
So why can't i take it
I mean
It is mine right

I just wanna lay down,
Without a care in the world,
And turn off my life's light

...Just Let Me Die...