gats shooting out into the distance
hitting nothing but pedestrians
i walk to them and stare
with a face filled of no emotions
i don't care that i gunned them down
why the fuck should i
would they really care if they shot me
or would they hit and run like halley berry
i got monster balls so i can hold my own
no one puts fear in my heart but god
been so close to death
i could have sworn i seen the lords sweet tender eyes
but it wasnt my time
so it remaind just a preminition of things soon to come
we are not the same...i am so far out into space
i could see a satelite
helmit not needed for i am one with the universe
i breath in the same substance as it does
yet...i suffocate..why???
why would i die when i am the same as it
no no not the same...i am one with it
so why do i not get treated with the same rules
do i need extra requirements....or
does it know something i dont
am i not welcomed
is it trying to tell me something
or just leaving me in the dark
never to speak another word to me
im alone....pissed off...lashing out in anger in my walls or insanity
blood flow slows up and i can not think properly
images of a beautiful smirk shows up in my head
...i walk to it...but it runs away
i run after it...but i cant catch it
im llosing the race that could never be won by my own two feet
im...feeble or at least my attempts are
why bother to try....i'll just lose it all

*PULL THE PLUG ON ME*