ya im no novice to the games that can b played. hell ive stayed in those games for so long.. forgot completely that it was wrong.. to make you think i actually loved you.. you didnt think this was something i could do.. to sweet and nice and caring. heh you just dont know that the game your tryna play was one i lost long ago. pushing me into its erratic ebb of champions and failures. i knew how to keep you coming back.. with feelings i truely lacked.. but the funny thing is you did the same to me. or tried to. all i can do is laugh as the empty space inside of me .. consumes all what i used to be. you could see me as a female playa.. learnin from past failur. i wont be like the next one or the previous.. i can b devious when i am challanged to the heartless games we play.
~charity
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