He Just Got Up In Walked Away{Now Hes Gone}

This boy that i have been loving
since the day i found out
that he liked me and
the day that i knew
that i liked him.
I have broken his heart,
but never will again
cause i learned my lesson.
Once you have broken there's
they will break mine
in that's what he did.
Breaking his heart was the biggest mistake
that i ever made in my life.
Then i realized that it wasn't him,
it was me that made him just get up in leave me like he did.
i knew that i loved him,
and i know that he loved me as well.
I never thought he would just get up in leave me
for one of my best friends.
He be trade me an so did she.
I thought that they could both see,
how i loved Sherrod so dearly.
I never knew that such a friend would go behind my back and go with my one in only lover,
i thought that she could see.
I was mad as hell when i found out
what she did to me.
She has broken my heart
as well has he.
I have been think alot bout this,
over these few weeks.
About how Sherrod just got up in left me.
He never warned me that he was leaving
and i never thought about it either.
But i guess he wanted his life to be better,
but didn't make mines better either.
He just got up in walked away,
leaving me with not a word to say.
We loved each other so,
But i never knew that he would just let me go.
He let me just get up in runaway
with not a memory to be remembered.
We went through thick and thin,
but we still didn't let that tare us apart.
I don't think that i will ever have a man in my life
like the day that Sherrod came into my life.
He Showed me that he loved me.
He showed me that he cared.
In the long run
i knew that he didn't mean everything that we shared.
In I was stupid for believing love was there.
I am afraid of alot that might happen in life.
That as soon as he say he loves her
thats when we officially will end.
I'm afraid that the life that we planned out,
might grow to be the future for him an his wife.
That's just like me not having a future,
but planning somebody elses.
You might not know how much I love him,
as much as i know how much i do.
He told me that our relationship wasn't exciting,
so thats why we came to an end.
But i say it was just because he wanted to be with my bestfriend.
I guess that was the trip back to me
for leaving him for another man.
I think he found the lover that just might me his friend.
So that means that we will be coming to an end.
I knew that he was the one for me,
but at the end he just got up in left me
like i was just leftovers from the night before.