We met at the initial cracking of the fall
When it starts to get a little chilly outside
And the leaves start changing colors and all
Upon our first rendezvous
Our bodies joined and I felt your soul
A sexual attraction neither one of us could control
Aside from that, your mind is what I loved most
It captured me
And from it
From You
I would never be free
We started spending more time together
And I was frightened
Falling in love with you was not my endeavor
Just as much as I loved being with you, I also hated it
Hated the fact that I was starting to care too much
I was really beginning to lose my touch
You opened my mind to seeing the bigger picture
About life,
About love,
And everything in between
Including the visible and unseen
I did things with you
To you
That were sacred in nature
To you I catered
But most of all I gave
No
You stole
My heart
Then told me you were moving and ripped it apart
Now you’re there and I’m here
And I’m missing you like an infant misses its mother
Loving you from afar
Wishing you were near
I didn’t plan or think this through
And I dread that
To this day
I’m still in love with you
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