Father.......
I........
I........
I'm defeated
Trying to reach these disappointing dismal diminished souls
Is an unachievable task
I've done everything you commanded
I even went above and beyond my unwilling heart
Just to carry out the sacraments of divine reprieve
Subsequently exposing brutal pitiful practices
Showing much grace and bravery
By providing wise words of salvation
Which is the pure for sure medicine towards the irremediably philosophies of evil
Sacrificing and putting their lives before my very own

But Father.......
I've clearly failed you
The ultimate responsibilities of spreading peace and creating unity
Was just too difficult of a task for me alone to complete
I received and endured strong rejection, deliberate violence and severe setbacks
I've encountered much rebuked rebellion
Which is nothing more that slated savage negativity

These humans are objects of rooted ruins
Planted deep into the grounds of gothic transgressions
They're a abusive belligerent and extremely barbaric race
Who thrive on derived pleasures in causing pain
The quest for truly striving lies few, far and between
Hell's hunger for blood as set it's sight on mother earth
Transcendent acts of committing genocidal rape and senseless murder
Is considered to be justified acceptable motives for established cultural customs
Dividing themselves in religious sects and worshipping men
Claiming to be of GOD sent

FATHER.......
How can I compete with likes of counterfeit slanderers?
Who compel listening ears with mythical tall tales of Neo-platonic beliefs
Just feeding on dampened devastated spirits to devour

What can I do to change these infected minds?
When I posses no title and basically being unknown to the world
What's makes me so different from those prejudice pathological players?
Using glory for prophet
Arising hopes without meaning
Cheating the unfortunate out faith through adhered made up hocus-pocus teachings
There is no goodness in nature
Misunderstanding along with misinterpretations are spreading like wildfire
Many thinking that the price of perfection is seen in depths of death
Clearly these are poor incorrect choices of the misguided
But what else do they have to go on?
What do I have to go on?

FATHER.......
I am shining my heart's light
With the righteous spark glowing in my chest
If you can here me
Forsake me not
Show the measures of divine serenity
Reveal the secrets that lead to supreme salvation
What is the final resolution with struggling between good and evil
If there is an answer
Can you please tell me?

Because I'm defeated
And trying to reach these disappointing dismal diminished souls
Is an unachievable task
All I needing is one blessing

I'm asking you again
Can you please tell me?...............