This is where i hide when i feel im bout to die. When the world has stopped as my mind is being crushed.. as my body is being violated. With each fist and foot connecting to me, cant he see? Must not because it goes on. So i hide within myself, klill my inner being, destroy all feeling. When i wake up from my unconciouness i realize i am a hollow husk of nothing. I look out at the world with dead eyes and see more like me. Dead people walking free. I have no emotion no soul. This i can no longer control. My mind has been shattered and my heart torn apart. Tossed to the winds is my caution. I can feel no hate no anger no love. All i can feel is an emptiness being filled with nothing. Theres is no gaurdian above me trying to save me from the travesties of uncontrolled hate. I could kill and not feel any guilt, i could hurt others with no care to their feelings.
You created this side of me, this unfeeling being. Devoid of soul, heart, and any emotion. You cant try and stop its motion, its ready to be free and wreak havoc for me on behalf of you. Why did you hafta do those things? Kill the song my soul used to sing?.. I reside in this empty darkness.
~charity