dis about a girl n a guy i knew who wus gone have a baby buh decided not to...now its juss memories...fa him

i still dream a da lil guy growin into his own/
juss pain filled memories, no pictures to show/
buh now its questions in ma mind, a bunch a "wat ifs"/
he's now standin nexx to god cus she aint want no kids/
dese past few months got dat nigga shook/
wunderin if she TOO thinks bout da life dey took/
it wuz juss dat 1 night at da lake/
created a new life frum wut wuz a mistake/
da kid died befo he cud become a man/
dis cold world has so much i dun undastan/
sumtimez dis music takes pain away,heals it fo a minute/
buh den i rememba da day i drove em to da hospital clinic/
cryin to ha not to do dis,i cud tell dis nigga really meant it/
he feel so much pain, scars on his wrists r evidence he bleedz it/
he saw many doctors buh says "nuthin will fix dis"/
"No bottle or pill will have ma son living or experencin his first Christmas/
"i blame maself,she didnt want it buh i forced it in"/
"i cant think of an act i did worse, im hurtin"/
"NOW IM PLANNIN A DAY TO KILL MASELF IN PLACE OF HIS ABORTION"....


[TRUE STORY]