I'm chasing dreams that always seem to out run me.
To admit, to acknoweledge,that they've outdone me...
Is something I so desperately try hard not to do.
But I'm stuck in a mental box, so to myself I subdue.
Which means, I hold myself to limititations.....
Thinking I won't make it.....It's crazy.
From myself I have to save me.
OR.....
Should I give up?
On life and don't fight?
There's a candle for every answer I'm searching for, so it I must ignite.
But if the fuse I use don't ignite my light,
And I walk through a chosen path and somehow I lose sight....
Can the ones I claim close guarantee everything will be alright?
Naw... It aint quite right... so today my point of view- you- I invite.
I've realize that i'm just not the sweet little girl I used to be.
And I know I need to start turning the other cheek and lettin jesus speak.
But I can't and I won't be the hypocritical she.
I can't live with myself if-hypocrite-was the definition of me.
I learned a lesson from a wise Sunni P.
That's to "slash my own throat if my speech don't speak"

So I pray that you hear me, and hope that you feel me.

:::::::::::::Dreams::::::::::
Simply unrealistic videos in my sleep that I have failed to make Reality.
So I can't possibly point the finger at He, nor She.
But ultimately I point the finger at ME...
So... Currently......I'm..... Still.....Chasing.....Dreams..