yasmineholla:

SHE HAD DREAMS OF BEING A BACK UP DANCER
NOW ALL SHE'S BACK UP FOR IS A SICK STRRIPER
JUST LIKE HER SISTER BORN TO SING
NOW SHE THINKS OF STARING IN PORN
THIS GIRL IS TORN
HER BODYS SOAR
ALWAYS STRESSED AND DEPRESSED
SHE WANTS TO CONFESS
THAT SHE HURTS
AS SHE BURST INTO TEARS
NO ONE CARES
SO WHY DON'T I END THIS PAIN
AND LIVE NO MORE
ALL WAS QUIET
A STAIN OF BLOOD HAD FOREMED ON HER BEDROOM CARPET
KNIFE FALLS FROM HAND
HER MOTHER ENTERS AND CAN BARLEY STAND.

  NINO-G:

What had she done? Why an end such as this?
Why give up your life dream to suffer a tragic end?
All she ever wanted to do was dance
Just that one chance
Would have been worthwhile
To make her life the dreamworld she envisioned as a child
But she never got that opportunity
To showcase her skill
As much as she wanted to...
But why? What was the drastic decision she made
To drive her to this suicidal revelation?

  yasmineholla:

LIGHT FALLS TO DARKNESS
SHE OPENS HER EYES TO REALIZE THIS ANT RIGHT
SHE ONLY WANTED TO GET RIGHT
LOOKING AT HE SUROUNDINGS
SHE FEELS LIKE SHIT
JUST A MINUTE AGO SHE WAS WALKING AROUND SUCKIN DICK
JUST TO GET A BIT OF AFFECTION
ONLY TO FIND ONE OF LIFES MANY LESSSONS
NOW ALL SHE FEELS IS REGRET
SHE HAS LOST ALL SELF RESPECT
SHE IS BLINDED BY PAIN
HOW COULD LOVE BE SO VAIN
HER THOUGHTS ARE DRIVIN HER INSANE

let take a step back and see what led her to this crazy situation
SEE AT THE AGE OF 18 HER FATEHR COMMITED SUSCIDE
A MOTHER WHO WAS NEVER ON HER SIDE
ALWAYS DIVIDED
TILL ONE DAY THEY COLLIDED
SHE THOUGHT THE LOVE WAS NEVER THERE
SO SHE TURN TO THE STREETS IN FEAR
IN HOPES OF SOMETHING
WAS LONG BEFOR SHE STARTED SMOKEING, SELLING, AND THEN ABUSING

  NINO-G:

Usin' and abusin' is what they called her,
Like a hooker on the street
A disgrace to herself and her family
From her head to her feet
Walkin da beat
Her parents threw her out with no remorse
Forcing her to follow her own disastrous course
Knowing the consequences, she still continued on
On and on
Selling her body, drugs, and anything else she would stumble upon
Like many before her, she was following the trend
Destined as they were to suffer a slow and painful end...

  yasmineholla:

how will this gurl fend
why did her life end
See this gurl was stuck in the pass
Always lookin were she been last
Instead of were shes goin
Maybe cause her father took the wrong path
A now hes never coming back
But things did change before that tragic night
A mother who never cared put of a fight
To get back the only love she had left
Nothing went left always right
So why couldnt she see this cant be right
They had became so tight

But what her mother didnt see was a girl who
Cried at night
A put up a front in the daylight
Stuck in that shady past
Hoping one day it would pass
And her life would be all right
What a tragic sight
As her mother bent over her daughter filled with fright
Written on her only daughters arm was
I love you but I hate you
GOOD NIGHT