i wuz a pathetic ignorant kid walkin everyday lonely/
no-one knowz me, but no-one carez to know me/
i used to pretend to be happy...dam wat a phoney../
no cell, no girl, no hommie../
broke dude, nothin but a lame, negative thoughts, negative place/
its all da same but he met a girl............shit's finna change.../


4 months later.........................


i wasted all ma FUCKIN BUCKS on some FUCKIN SLUT/
dam dis shit really FUCKIN SUCKS/
i was into you but if you waz as much INTO ME/
den maybe i wouldn't cry ova da break up n all dem MEMORIES/
tears come down ma cheek INSTANTLY/
i never been as happy as i been wit you so i PRETEND TO BE/
in a relationship wit you to end ma pain n SUFFERING/
is LOVE FA ME? ugh, it MUST NOT BE, its all RETARDED!/
if you disagree?.. well.. yallz already heard how it STARTED/
sweet JESUS i took an ass BEATIN fa no REASON/
but she didnt BELIEVE IT she thought i waz FAKIN/
so she didnt FUCKIN APPRECIATE IT/
we talked on da phone, every day, n every NIGHT/
i waz so proud to be ha GUY, i never told ha any LIEZ/
but i spent most of ma TIME tryina make things RIGHT/
i don't believe love at first sight.. but i did everytihng wit you/
went to CHURCH TOO.. we walked down to da river i SMACKED YOU/
just to listen to you finally cry bout how i finally HURY U/
but you didnt care bout MA FEELINGS, but it's alright..REALLY.. /
FUCK.. I FUCKING LOVE YOU BITCH!...../
u said, "no-one can seem to HANDLE ME"/
so i smacked u harder, i love you more den your FAMILY/
farther down da LINE you decided to go out at NIGHT/
den get drunk n chill wit otha GUYS/
n i sat in da dark corna, i fuckin CRIED/
buh really its still ALRIGHT/
cus i knew you'd find anotha guy fa me to FIGHT/
cus "he hit on u" n u didnt want him ANYMORE/
but i wouldnt of did it, if i knew u waz a WHORE/
drinkin, havin sex, gettin WEEDED straight CHEATIN/
how come i didnt fuckin SEE IT?/
but if someone woulda told me.. i wouldnt BELIEVE IT.../
wussup wit all dem fuckin LIEZ?/
well thanks, now i truely believe love is BLIND/
but so is LUST TOO...i hate you.. i love you.. can i FUCK YOU?/
i love you BABY, man i hate you! can sumbody SAVE ME.. /
i dont believe in "luv" no more.. u made me go fuckin CRAZY!