I cannot write
for these words make no sense to me
through my blurred vision
the blank paper is all i see.

my fingers itch
to hold a pencil again
to write down every powerful emotion
that has been forever locked in.

so angry and frustrated
trying to get it to flow free,
nothing more comes out
then lines of two or three.

the wastebasket grows full
with crumbled paper balls
and for every wad thrown away,
another tear drop falls...